My alter is expanded in to my everyday life. Being connected to the vibrations that determine my future.
Gifts and blessings of Satan continues to become a part of me. I am more aware of my surroundings, things seen and unseen. To see satanism as atheistic is not a choice I could ever live with. My relationship with Satan is no doubt real to me. I am committed in the way I see my satanic brothers evolving. I have a companion that I see in a real way. I have some awesome abilitiies created by Satan bestowed on by Asmodeus. I've achieved creating an astral plane built of love and understanding. I am so different now as a satanist than I was as a Christian. I communicate with Demons of ancient times from a world so different knowing they are personally responsible for that differenceĢ. They don't hold back what we are doing wrong. They are always seen as outside of the world we live in trying to figure out what is going on. Because his Demons really do talk to me as you are now. You found the leaders to be fake in who and what they represent. You found Christianity to be energy draining.
But you are responsible to many in why you follow Satan. What turns you on? Be active in your journey. If he is not smart enough to know, let him fall to his own blindness. And incases of another's complete stupidity, say nothing. Be kind in your communications to others. What good is he with no brains or intellect. He compared a muscular man with huge muscles. Showing love, assertiveness, the person who you are Vs What others see. Let those desires be used in building up others. Balam began talking about being balanced between choosing What you want VS What you already have.